Recent BBQs: Roar... huh?
WEE-KEY
Intensive contacts.
Waffles on demand.
Pasar Malam crisis! >.<

More...

I'm sick and tired. Both literally and figuratively.

Been having fever since sat night, on e plane. Sat night fever~!! Whoo-hoO~!! HahaS.

And she seems 2 b avoiding me, well, it's more or less based on unfounded gut feeling, there's no substantial evidence other than e offline msg telling me nt to have anymore misunderstanding btwn us... but... which person can miss 4 calls and an ultra-lengthy sms for a duration of more than 24 hrs? In 2dae's sg?

I hate e way I'm being judged e death sentence and DEN told abt it. I dunn wanna think tt she's e type who'd "accidentally" slip her mouth in front of her frens and DEN in turn have them tell me stuffs tt "I'm nt supposed to know".

It's e worst reason to wanna give up: "I'm nt fit to b with her", but it's oso e sad sad reality. I'm plain nt gd enuff. She expects, and deserves, more. She needs e real prince, rich, refined-looking, and who can magically read her every thots, nt ordinary me, simple and rugged, who says things without censoring with brain nor moral, who's dumb enuff to takes a girl's words at face value, who can't bring himself to say romantic stuff...

I really regret this Taiwan trip.

In contrast to wad my title seems to claim, there're so many things bottled up inside my heart tt I jt cant wait to let gush, like e upset stomach I've been having these 2 days. But who? In a world tt feels to b conspiring against me... which "fren" can I pick 2 be my punching bag? It's as if e only thing I can trust talking 2 anymore's e wall.