Recent BBQs: From e guy who split into five.
Romance of e Three Kingdoms' nt only abt e heroics of a few, do you UNDERSTAND?
I close my eyes.
Love conquers all.
Coffee in Taipei.
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I havent touched my chinese blog since I lost my main means of inputting chinese into cyberspace -- my tablet. I rmb Lingz once said tt there's this really convenient online space she uses to type up her chinese... well, I can put up a search on google, sure I can find it... but I jt feel so lethargic thinking abt starting to put effort into e world wide web anymore... thinking tt all these'll become part and parcel of my otaku life once I enroll into SoC in a couple of years' time doesnt maketh it any better. =_="
Actually, it's not jt e internet. It's everything... Dunnoe why, I jt cant bring myself into doing anything recently. I'm so tired of everything, so jaded, if you wanna put it tt way...
I'm really emo these days... yet it feels so helpless, I cant look for anyone for company~!! E gurls're starting uni. E other guys're bzing with their own NS life. Me? Being in HQ4SAB Sig Coy, I'm going through NS, but nt exactly bzing. Tts e thing. Nt bzing keeps my mind idle, staying idle makes me start thinking, thinking leads to hallucinating... Hallucinating tt I'm a lonely, lost soul in this big, big world...
Mabbe I'm nt hallucinating afterall. Prolly, right nw, nobody has me on their mind. I'm a silhouette drowning in e dark recesses at e back of everyone's head.
Put in desperate terms, I need to fulfill my MCP's egoistic needs. I need a gurlfren to dote and feel impt arnd. Nw whr's tt matchmaker's no. when you need it... =X