Recent BBQs: I feel lost. Mommy says it's cuz I've grown-up. Wierd's e irony in e regret nw over my childhood dream of growing-up quickly realising.
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I have myself a new daughter~ HehX, as if Tannie's wasn't enuff... I've gt a whole extended family in Innova.

The newest member wld be Cheryl being muh guai nu'er and Chee Wee being muh divorced laopo. Yes. Cheryl Cheryl. Cheryl Desiree Chan tt Cheryl. Tt Cheryl of I Not Stupid (1) fame... hope she'll stay in Innova... I mean, nt like she hasn't any good reason to~ XP

But these 2 members dunn noe of e others in e family... sorta like a subsidary... in e rest of the tree, Kim and Eunice're muh dearest lil' sisters, Jen's Kim's daughter, and tt makes her muh niece, Dina's grandma, Jackson's pa, kaess, so he and Eunice're nt Innovians but... I still lurve them. Wait, no, sounds wrong... nvm larrS, I'm always saying e wrong things these days. Jc life, haiX.

Eve's another "mei mei" but... I guess she's under another tree for tt matter.

ArrGzz, tmrw's e debate and I'm e opening speaker for our opposition team~ I'm like so afraid I'd get stage fright again... Y'know, stage fright... in front of e whole 600-seating lt1.is.not.furrnee. According 2 Joce, she'd be ok if e audience's alr familiar, and Keynes says he'd have no prbs as long as he comes prepared, which, btw, is wad he's doing right nw... thus tt leaves me in e team...

Muh stage fright's prolly e worse type of stage fright. Breaking into trembles and numbnesses all over as long as I'm on a lit stage / rostrum / platform... and it doesn't matter e no. of pple watching, either, and of course whether I have a script or not. It'd just be smth 4 my nerves to crush into a crumpled mess of senselessness in some faithless attempt to find my lil' hole behind e rawk.

Of course, I'd want all e "goodie-goody" juniors to stay... like Jy, even though I haven't been seeing her animore liaoX. HmmX, mabbe she's crashing ard... and Ginger, and Shirley...